


Miserable

by Juunigatsu



Category: Zoids
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2002-10-26
Updated: 2002-10-26
Packaged: 2013-05-07 16:05:19
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 440
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1033770/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/144029/Juunigatsu
Summary: One-shot Rudolf x Van. Shonen ai and Yaoi. Extremely short due to evil Writer's Block. It's told in Rudolf's POV. ^_^





	Miserable

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Miserable

Notes: This a Rudolf x Van fic. Shonen ai yaoi material. The story is told through Rudolph's POV. I have a friend who likes the idea of Rudolf x Van together.

This fic is inspired by Gackt Camui's "Mizerable" I love that song!

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hitokiri no kanashimi wa doko ni yukeba kieru

"wa ta si ni a su wa a ru no..."

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Where can I go to make my loneliness vanish 

"I always have tomorrow..."

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mawaru, mawaru... okizari ni sareta jikan no naka de watashi wa ima

les misérables

aishisugita anata ga kabekiwa no mukou de

sotto waratteru

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Turn, turn... Inside of the time that left me behind I am, now,

les misérables

You who I loved too much are on the other side of the wall

Softly smiling

- Gackt Camui's _"Mizerable"_

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It's all my fault that I put my friends in danger. I am the Prince of the Guylos Empire. It is my duty that I will protect every citizen of the empire. My friends, especially Van tries to help.

I feel so powerless every time Van volunteers to risk his life to save everyone else's. I feel so helpless and the following is the reasons why. I don't know how to pilot a Zoid, I'm too young to do anything and I couldn't even help myself when it come to politics. I had to call for help from my advisors.

However I'm very determined to help despite the difficulties. I try to help in every way I can. Somehow I feel that my efforts were in vain.

Van… he is ever so cheerful. I always worry about him because he is the only person I feel so close to. He is the only person I could always count on and trust. I could always rely on him to protect me. He makes me feel less lonely too. He is my only true friend.

But what about him? I feel that I had to return the favor for him but I don't know how to do it. It hurts me that I couldn't do anything to help him. My constant anxiety for him eats me up…

And it's all because I love him.

I feel so helpless…

I feel so weak…

I feel so miserable…

~ **The End… awww ~**

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Notes: *Authoress weeps and screeches insanely* Crap this doesn't turn out well and it's too short! O _ o I'm losing my touch. *Ran away to download more MP3's*

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